The Reasons

1. Your smile. I really do. : )

2. The way you smell.

3. The way you make me feel like I matter.

4. Your silent laugh.

5. How I feel when I'm in your hug.

6. The way I fit perfectly next to you on the couch.

7. When you randomly jump out of nowhere and hug me.

8. When you kiss the top of my head before you leave for the votech bus.

9. The way you say my name.

10. How you'll call me even if it's for just five minutes. : )

11. That your hands are cold so I have more reason to hold them and warm them for you. : )

12. How giving you are.

13. How safe I feel cuddled next to you.

14. How no matter how far away your class is you'll come walk me to my class.

15. Your cute dorkiness

16. Your puppy dog eyes.

17. How you want to help people.

18. How kind you are.

19. How I can be myself around you.

20. You're never boring.

21. You love me even with all my faults.

22. You always know how to make me smile.

23. You're still nice to me even when I'm grumpy.

24. You're so dependable and trustworthy.

25. It's always fun when you're around.

26. You're the one who holds the key to my heart. <3 : ) litterally.

27. I want to stay forever with you.

28. You're always on my mind. I just can't do without you.

29. You've seen me at my worst and you still love me.

30. Just a touch...and I lose my heart all over again.

31. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.

32. Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.

33. How warm your hugs are.

34. Because you make me feel like I've never felt before.

35. Your shyness.

36. When I manage to poke your belly button and can find it every time. : P

37. How you write me notes before you fall asleep.

38. How I can joke with you and you don't take it personally.

39. How I can be a complete goober around you.

40. How I'm the only one who knows the real you.

41. The sweet things you say.

42. The sweet way you say them.

43. And the sweet look in your eyes. : )

44. How adorable you are.

45. How goofy you act.

46. When you tease me.

47. How opinionated you are.

48. The little drawings of smokey candy canes you put on my notes. : )

49. I love how we're perfect together.

50. I love how much I love you, which will be neverending I promise. : )

51. The way when I smile at you you smile back and it's real.

52. That you tell me everything.

53. How you always tell me every detail about your day.

53. How you'll risk getting in trouble just to wish me good night and tell me you love me. <3

54. How I'm so utterly and completely addicted to you.

55. Your voice.

56. Picking up the phone after a rough day and hearing you answer my hello.

57. Picking up the phone at all and hearing you. : )

58. How you freak out if you think something is wrong.

59. The way you stroke my hair.

60. How you won't let me put my hair behind my ear. lol

61. How you pull me in your lap and wrap your arms around me.

62. You never say, "Are you going to tell that story AGAIN?"

63. With just one look or smile from you my whole day turns into sunshine. : )

64. You think I'm pretty even without my make-up on.

65. My heart stops when you look at me.

66. How you turned my favourite movie into something awkward and I still loved every single second of it.

67. The way you look across the Gym and wave at me.

68. How you introduce me as your girlfriend when I meet people.

69. How giving you are.

70. The cute way you always try to impress me.

71. How you lay your head in my lap and let me stroke your hair.

72. How you make me want to get up in the morning.

73. How my hand feels like it was made perfectly to fit in your's. : )

74. How I'm so very proud to be able to say, "That's him. The love of my life!" <3

75. How you always have something to say.

76. How you never cease to amaze me.

77. How you have never met a stranger.

78. The way you hold me close.

79. Your cockyness.

80. Your mad dancing skills. : D

81. The way you bite my playfully. xD

82. How picky you are in music.

83. How strong you feel aout your values.

84. How good you are to people.

85. And how amazing you treat your friends.

86. You're the only one who has or ever will make me feel this way. ^^

87. Your honestly.

88. How I know I'm the center of your attention.

89. How you call me right after school to tell me you miss me even though I just saw you. : )

90. How cute you are with your little sister.

91. How cuddly you are.

92. How my name wouldn't sound so bad as Mathis. ;) lol

93. Your unhealthy obsession with games.

94. Your sensitivity.

95. You understand me even in my weird voices. : D

96. You can tell when there's something wrong.

97. The way your hair curls at the botom when your dad hasn't made you cut it.

98. How we don't even have to be doing anything and still have the best time.

99.The way you flare your nose and make me giggle.

100. How you try to tickle me in vain.

101. Your weird jokes.

102. When you sit in my lap.

103. When I catch you smiling at me from the corner of my eye.

104. The way I can't get you off my mind. : )

105. The weird noises you make.

106. The way you stroke my hand and play with my fingers.

107. The cute look you get o your face when confuesed.

108. When you give me eskimo kisses. : )

109. How you carry that dinosaur of a cd player. lol

110. When I wake up and the first thing I think of is you.

111. When I fall asleep and the you're what I'm thinking about as I drift off to sleep.

112. How I know you'll always be failthful.

113. How you rub my back and let me lay on you when I don't feel good.

114. How when I put my hand in my pocket I always find a new note you've left for me. ^^

115. How all I have to do is give you a kitty sad face and I get an automatic hug and a heartfelt sorry.

116. How you sing to me even though you think you can't sing well. : D

117. How you throw down your books and run at me and pick me up in a hug when you see me. ^^

118. Your weird practical jokes like super gluing a quater to the floor. : )

119. How I can expect a great big good morning hug and an I love you when I walk in. ^^

120. How nervous you were to kiss me.

121. How fast my heart beats when class is about to end an I know I'll get to see you.

122. How you make me fall harder for you with each and every time I see you. <3





I love you. ^^ <3<3<3<3

A really old list of things....

My rant on manners.

The Young Democrats and Young Republicans had a meeting together today to discuss our Town Hall Meeting. And one of their members told us we were losers and trash and stupid and yada yada. He had been demeaning us the whole time we were all there today and yesterday too. Plus the leaders wife basically told me my mum was stupid. Our group was forced to do all the work on the posters and then made to pass out flyers too. Then the leader's wife said my posters were bad. I know I'm not the best artist in the world but I know for a fact they weren't bad! Also they should have no right on how we do things anyway because only 2 out of 18 of their members ever even show up. I get that we have different views and all but there is no excuse to be rude to everyone. I am a person first and foremost. Judge me not by the party I choose but the contents of who I am. I am more than a democrat aand I do not believe in every stereotypical view and I don't need to be treated than less than a person for my beliefs. I was a person before I became a democrat and I am still a person. I do not treat others with disrespect. I am always polite and treat people with the intent of making them feel good. I never degrade anyone, point out their faults, or claim such disgrace upon someone's name. Manners is something I learned when I was young and maybe it's weird but I intend on abiding by the lessons my mother and Grammie bestowed upon me. I was not raised to act like a disrespectful hateful person. However I am not one to sit idly by and just accept abuse from someone I don't even particularly like for that matter. I am not easily angered but I can admit that I am quite peeved at this. I will voice my oppinions. I don't mind if anyone disagrees with me but I enjoy it if someone actually listens to me when I speak. You may not find my theories ideal for you, but they are important to me. I'm sorry I'm ranting. But as you can see I'm a bit angry.

So the school year is over.

Another year of school down the drain. Next year I'll be a senior. : / That depressing. I miss my friends that graduated already. =T.T= And next year when I graduate I will probably never see my friends ever again. . . .. Heck I may not see my friends after this summer honestly. My family may move back to Florida and I'll have my senior year at a new school where I only know my cousins. XP Well at least I'll be back at home at last right? . . . ugh. I love you Reed you've been an awsome teacher and you're an awsome Person. I'm really going to miss this class.

If I could change something in the world.

Well I'm finally able to write this. And I realized, if I could change anything in the world it's be that people would be more open minded. I'm so sick of listening to people trying to convert each other to their religion and condemning people to Hell. Why can't we all just get along. That's a phrase often said. And it's true, why can't we all just get along? Who knows really . . .. I know that will most likely never happen and if it does it won't happen any time soon. But I can hope right?

Congress passed a law that says Pedophiles can sue for hate crime but Veterans cannot sue for hate crime.

I've actually never heard of anyone harming a Veteran over them being a Veteran. However I do believe Pedophiles should be allowed to sue for hate crimes because people do do horrible things to people when they find out they were convicted of being a pedophile. Not to say I'm condoning what they did or anything but yeah. But anyway if the Veterans are being hurt over being a Veteran then yes they too should be able to declare hate crime as well.

England has made a list of certain people to be banned from entering. Who should be banned from the U.S.A.

Well in my opinion I think everyone should have the opprotunity to come to America. Who am I to decide who is good enough to be here or not? America is suposedly based on equality so why not let everyone have the equal right to join our country.

My week so far.

So far my week has been pretty good I supose. It's been tiring I'll admit that though. I've actually almost been at school 3 weeks in a row. =^^= Kind of sad that I'm proud of that isn't it? XP